Down memory Lane or is it down the drain.

Lately I find myself wondering whether it's a De Ja Vu or is it me literally taking a trip down memory lane. Like seriously, what the hell is wrong with me. I thought I had it all figured out. Okey, maybe a lil back story is needed for this rant to make sence yeah.... Where to start, what to say, how to say it.... So after a lot of soul searching, as in a long time trying to figure out who I am and what I really want out of life and relationships (and we are talking about almost three years of being single) I finally decide to "grab a spoon" and taste what I thought would be a different and more ature good relaionship. HUH!!! What a joke. What is it about me that just seems to attract idiots and emotionally imature men. Other people just think about their past and thats them walking down memory lane, but nooooo! I had to literally walk down memory lane and date pretty much the same idiot just in a different skin... Sad yeah. I don't think so, it's rather funny when you think about it because now I think I have an idea on how to deal with this. Sit back, order a beer, smoke a cigarette and watch the idiot dance to the rythym of the music he is playing. So how about a lil show into the life of me. I think my next episode on deeper with Mwachi will literally be a show of how you get to handle emotionally imature men. Somehow, somewhere someone will be watching my next episode thinking "maybe i should show my partner what I am made of"... Stay tuned and don't mind the drama because I know i am a lil drama queen... So I guess I should say, LET'S WATCH THE DRAMA UNFOLD YEAH!!!